Call me crazy, call me whatever you wish, but I seriously think the job world is seriously messed up. As you may or may not know, in August I got a job at a bank, I thought it was the greatest job ever, everybody was so nice and helpful and I loved doing what I did.
After a month of being there, everybody started acting they way I guess they normally do. Most of the employees were trying anything and everything to get the new employees to quit. They succeeded because one of them decided she had, had enough and quit. After she quit, they all started on me, and everything went out in the open. As a bank we have a highly confidentiality rule as well as a professional rule. Since nobody one here knows which bank I work for and who is my boss, I will go ahead and tell you about it.
I had made several mistakes within my first two weeks of work, I had a week long training but they didn't let us do anything, other than read guidelines for a week straight. So of course when I was let loose and nobody was there beside me or behind me to help me through I made some mistakes. My boss pulled me in her office and had a talk with me, she told me I am the normal rate of all new employees and that I need more improvement. After another week went by she had me to sign a paper saying if I wouldn't improve my job would be terminated. A few days later, everybody in the whole bank knew everything she had said to me and several of the employees that had been employees there for years yelled out loud to every worker and customer in the bank, that if I do one little thing wrong im fired. My boss did not pull me into her office and tell me that, my boss had told me I needed to improve not that I couldn't make a simple little mistake, I now have to be little Miss Perfect 24/7 when im at work. The sad thing is my boss overheard what this lady had told me and never did a damn thing about it, just smiled at me in the fakest way possible and hasn't said one word to me since. Since that incident I have pretty much been doing everybody's work, no matter where I go to the lobby or drive through the workers aren't doing there job they are sitting there on facebook or online shopping when we aren't suppose to be on either one of the two. And they don't help out the customers or have a care in the world about them, so I am left to take care of them all at the end of a month, talk about a busy day! Now every time I go to work I now wonder am I going to get fired today?
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Saturday, September 29, 2012
May 2012
Since the last time I posted here, things have changed a lot, I believe everything's changed for the better but there is many times where I strongly disagree. First off, I am glad to be back and I hope this time I don't randomly disappear for like 6+months, sorry about that to my fellow followers. A pile of new things has happened in my life and it is time you learn about them.
I am sure you all knew that I was a senior in high school, I graduated from high school and vocational school back in May. But let's go back before graduation, in January sometime after David had left me I picked up smoking cigarettes and chewing, the chewing part didn't last long but I am still a cigarette smoker. Also in January I met someone who I had wanted to be friends with back in 2007 ( I was 13 years old). So I was helping out in the front office of my high school and Justin came in and wanted to pick up his brother, he was pretty damn shocked that I knew who he was and that he was picking up his brother Derek, the teacher that watched me help out at the main office questioned me and was really rude to Justin, little did I know that, day would change my life.
After that day Justin couldn't keep me out of his head, he asked many people about me, he didn't even know my name he just knew what I looked like and how nice I was too him. Luckily for Justin my female friend Megan, knew he was talking about me and I texted Justin from her phone to talk to him, the more I talked to Justin the more I learned that we have in common with each other. The last thing I texted to him I told him he should get a facebook so we can talk more and stay in touch better. After a few weeks he got a facebook, of course I didn't know about it right away but for some odd reason I had the urge to search for him and sure enough I found out that he did make a facebook, I added him and accepted me real fast, I started talking to him on his wall, we had even more in common. Then we started messaging each other and talked to each other everyday, every second we could, before I knew it, was time for me to end my senior year and join my other classmates in our senior activities. I told Justin about them all he even told me that we should see a movie together sometime. And sure enough we set a date, that date failed, so we set another date he was at my house by 11 and I was shocked to see he brought his brother with him, but since I am a girl I know that when you bring someone else with you, your playing it safe in case things don't go the way you want them to. At first when I was sitting in the theater with him I was nervous then it hit me, this was the first time that I had ever been on a real date with a boy ( technically he's a man since he is 23 and im 18) once Derek got tired of waiting for the movie to start he left Justin and I all alone, we just began talking non stop and when the movie was about ready to stop we still didn't want to stop talking. But once Men In Black 3 started, we all got quiet and wanted to watch it again, it was great. Justin made a pit stop after the movie and showed me where he lives and dropped his brother off, then took me home ( since I wasn't hungry and he kept offering to take me to places to eat lol.). Thanks to Corrdor H it only takes about 20 minutes to get from his house to mine, I glanced over at the speedometer and he was driving under the speed limit and there I was sitting beside him in the middle seat of his chevy truck, that I love. I was annoyed that my dad was home by the time we got back, but I was glad that they all had liked Justin. I let him play with a r/c car of mine and then we just sat on my front porch and talked for 7 hours straight, I couldn't remember the last time I had just sat down and talked to anyone like that before, because I don't remember anything like that ever happening to me before. I fed him grilled rabbit for dinner and let him go home. When he got home we continued to talk to each other till late at night, I was suppose to make peanut butter cookies for my senior picnic but I never did. I told him which picnic set our class would be at and that he could come over and hang out with me if he wanted too. Hours passed by and I was starting to get sad cause I didn't see him, sure enough by the time I got into my bikini and in the river there he was, he went in the river with me but had his hand behind my back and when I tripped he caught me, after that we just sat and talked, once I had to call my dad that I was ready to go home and get ready for my vocational school graduation, I hugged him and damn it was the best hug that I ever remember getting, it was nice, soft and just too perfect to describe. Justin was there in the bleachers cheering me on at my graduation, he wanted to be there, unlike my dad who even told me he could care less and that he didn't want to be there. Justin made me feel special, wanted, and loved, but of course my heart was still conflicted from the whole David thing, Justin knew about all of that, he didn't seem to let any of it bother me and he let me take my time. Each night that whole week Justin was there for me, none of my friends was there and with my family not really wanting to be there I just cared that he was there for me. Wednesday night he gave me pink roses, they were so beautiful, it had been years since I had ever gotten flowers, it still means a lot to me, but not as much as what it meant to me that he was there for me. He showed up at my house while I was getting ready for my high school graduation and there was something wrong I could sense it, but it was parents, being rude that really pissed me off. They threw a fit, because he came over to see me, I wasn't the only one that couldn't wait to see each other. He was there at my high school graduation as well and when my name was called I didn't hear anything else but him yelling for him, I looked up at him as I got my diploma and smiled. It was that night that I learned that my brother had said all kinds of bad things about Justin and got my parents against him, it didn't stop me from anything. Once we was both home from my graduation, I called him and told him everything, he started crying over the phone I think I felt worse than what he did, because my parents liked him and thanks to my brother he ruined it all. But that night, I managed to make him feel better, and he finally asked me out, since May 31, 2012 Justin and I have been together and I know I had let on like my past relationships were great, but this time it's with someone that loves me for who I am, not for what I could be.
I am sure you all knew that I was a senior in high school, I graduated from high school and vocational school back in May. But let's go back before graduation, in January sometime after David had left me I picked up smoking cigarettes and chewing, the chewing part didn't last long but I am still a cigarette smoker. Also in January I met someone who I had wanted to be friends with back in 2007 ( I was 13 years old). So I was helping out in the front office of my high school and Justin came in and wanted to pick up his brother, he was pretty damn shocked that I knew who he was and that he was picking up his brother Derek, the teacher that watched me help out at the main office questioned me and was really rude to Justin, little did I know that, day would change my life.
After that day Justin couldn't keep me out of his head, he asked many people about me, he didn't even know my name he just knew what I looked like and how nice I was too him. Luckily for Justin my female friend Megan, knew he was talking about me and I texted Justin from her phone to talk to him, the more I talked to Justin the more I learned that we have in common with each other. The last thing I texted to him I told him he should get a facebook so we can talk more and stay in touch better. After a few weeks he got a facebook, of course I didn't know about it right away but for some odd reason I had the urge to search for him and sure enough I found out that he did make a facebook, I added him and accepted me real fast, I started talking to him on his wall, we had even more in common. Then we started messaging each other and talked to each other everyday, every second we could, before I knew it, was time for me to end my senior year and join my other classmates in our senior activities. I told Justin about them all he even told me that we should see a movie together sometime. And sure enough we set a date, that date failed, so we set another date he was at my house by 11 and I was shocked to see he brought his brother with him, but since I am a girl I know that when you bring someone else with you, your playing it safe in case things don't go the way you want them to. At first when I was sitting in the theater with him I was nervous then it hit me, this was the first time that I had ever been on a real date with a boy ( technically he's a man since he is 23 and im 18) once Derek got tired of waiting for the movie to start he left Justin and I all alone, we just began talking non stop and when the movie was about ready to stop we still didn't want to stop talking. But once Men In Black 3 started, we all got quiet and wanted to watch it again, it was great. Justin made a pit stop after the movie and showed me where he lives and dropped his brother off, then took me home ( since I wasn't hungry and he kept offering to take me to places to eat lol.). Thanks to Corrdor H it only takes about 20 minutes to get from his house to mine, I glanced over at the speedometer and he was driving under the speed limit and there I was sitting beside him in the middle seat of his chevy truck, that I love. I was annoyed that my dad was home by the time we got back, but I was glad that they all had liked Justin. I let him play with a r/c car of mine and then we just sat on my front porch and talked for 7 hours straight, I couldn't remember the last time I had just sat down and talked to anyone like that before, because I don't remember anything like that ever happening to me before. I fed him grilled rabbit for dinner and let him go home. When he got home we continued to talk to each other till late at night, I was suppose to make peanut butter cookies for my senior picnic but I never did. I told him which picnic set our class would be at and that he could come over and hang out with me if he wanted too. Hours passed by and I was starting to get sad cause I didn't see him, sure enough by the time I got into my bikini and in the river there he was, he went in the river with me but had his hand behind my back and when I tripped he caught me, after that we just sat and talked, once I had to call my dad that I was ready to go home and get ready for my vocational school graduation, I hugged him and damn it was the best hug that I ever remember getting, it was nice, soft and just too perfect to describe. Justin was there in the bleachers cheering me on at my graduation, he wanted to be there, unlike my dad who even told me he could care less and that he didn't want to be there. Justin made me feel special, wanted, and loved, but of course my heart was still conflicted from the whole David thing, Justin knew about all of that, he didn't seem to let any of it bother me and he let me take my time. Each night that whole week Justin was there for me, none of my friends was there and with my family not really wanting to be there I just cared that he was there for me. Wednesday night he gave me pink roses, they were so beautiful, it had been years since I had ever gotten flowers, it still means a lot to me, but not as much as what it meant to me that he was there for me. He showed up at my house while I was getting ready for my high school graduation and there was something wrong I could sense it, but it was parents, being rude that really pissed me off. They threw a fit, because he came over to see me, I wasn't the only one that couldn't wait to see each other. He was there at my high school graduation as well and when my name was called I didn't hear anything else but him yelling for him, I looked up at him as I got my diploma and smiled. It was that night that I learned that my brother had said all kinds of bad things about Justin and got my parents against him, it didn't stop me from anything. Once we was both home from my graduation, I called him and told him everything, he started crying over the phone I think I felt worse than what he did, because my parents liked him and thanks to my brother he ruined it all. But that night, I managed to make him feel better, and he finally asked me out, since May 31, 2012 Justin and I have been together and I know I had let on like my past relationships were great, but this time it's with someone that loves me for who I am, not for what I could be.
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