Park, Trout, Work& Neighbors

Today wasn't near as bad of a day as I had imagined that it would be when I was up at 4:30AM cleaning up puke from James. James hadn't slept well at all last night and with Justin going to a Die Antworth concert i knew he was not going to be of any assistance to me this morning or at all today.. Thankfully luck was in store for me today once James had woken up he was much better still has a runny nose but i'll take that over a belly ache and puke any day! Once Justin and his friends left for Pittsburgh James and I got ready and went to do something fun. We headed to the park something that I don't get to go to very often with James since im always working. We spent quite some time there today will have to include a picture for everyone... After the playground fun I made a pit stop on the way home to glance at some local trout fish you could even feed them for $0.25 which is pretty cheap or at least I think it is.... James has finally awoke from his nap that he took and Justin has finally got a hold of me to tell me that he made it to his concert but of course won't answer any other messages.. I have to be at work at 7:30AM tomorrow and Justin won't be home until like 4am so I hope he gets some much needed sleep on the 6 hour drive back home cause I can't take off for work we are short handed!Speaking of work I finally have a Saturday off again, it's like I have no idea what it feels like then once I get it off it's gone in a quick flash.. I would like to do something fun and adventurous this weekend but I know Justin isn't going to want to do the same truthfully we will probably end up at his dads house instead, ugh!.. I really need a good girls day with Kaitlyn all I ever get done is work, clean, and watch James. Not that watching James is a bad thing I love my son it's just every now and again I really need a break from everything is that so bad of me?..

Oh my goodnes I almost forgot to tell you all when James and I came home from our fun day the annoying neighbor was packing up her belongings outside of her apartment. She was even moving her mattress down the steps to the first floor in her apartment. Im not being a creeper you can hear and see literally everything that goes on up here.. I hope that she is moving because I am so sick and tired of her keeping James and I awake real late of a night, the trash of hers that gets thrown into my yard, the peeping in my windows.And who can forget all the times she has hacked into my wifi! So over this having neighbors! Speaking of neighbors I still have not heard any new word about the trailer that we were suppose to move into this month, go figure right?I would still have neighbors there don't get me wrong but it would be nice to have a new location!

Hey There!

Hey There! Have you missed me? Have you even truly noticed that I have been absent for 4 years? Probably not but I don't really care so I am going to move along with this. I know your first question is where in the world have I been? Rewind back to my last post in 2013 where all I did was work at the bank, well unfortunately not too much has really seemed to have changed in my life but in case you missed it ill give you the update.. In December of 2013 I found out that I was 6 weeks pregnant along with being newly pregnant when I went to my first ultrasound they found an ovarian cyst on my right ovary. The cyst had began to grow along with the baby, fast forward to being 13 weeks pregnant my ovarian cyst had twisted and they were unable to see if my baby was safe. Thankfully my son was okay however they had to remove my right ovary and right tube all while being pregnant mind you! That was really rough and i had to give myself estrogen pills for quite sometime during my pregnancy. Towards the end of my pregnancy I developed severe Precampsia and my son had to be taken via an emergency c-section 6 weeks early.. Today my son is 3 years old and is doing extremely well considering everything that has occurred. 

I have been quite lonely here lately things haven't been going to swell in the love world for Justin and I. Lets just say that I work all day everyday except for Sunday while he does whatever he wants to do and often times takes James and stays at his grandmothers while I am left all alone in this crappy apartment. I am not married in any way shape or form and honestly I don't have any intentions of ever even getting engaged again in my life just trying to save myself from some major heartbreak. Not like that could help me with the problems that I have wrong in my life. Love do i truly believe in love yes and no I believe more in heartache than love seems im still pretty cold shouldered about love and its been like 7 years since I was engaged.