Monday, October 3, 2011

Welcome to the first day of the public knowing my life

For those of you who don't already know, my name is Michelle I am currently 17 years old, I live in a very small town in West Virginia where I am a senior in a local high school that is nothing but drama and lies. I have decided that in order for me to release some stress and worries of my everyday life that I will try to be more creative and type things up and hope someone might find it a bit interesting or at least be able to help me out when I am in need, for I will try to do the same for others when I have the time.

For starters my day was off to a lurid start from the moment I awoke to the moment of recently I have felt sick I can't believe I am getting sick once again, when what a week or two ago I was diagnosed with bronchitis, a sinus infection, and a bacteria infection in my lungs. Wonderful! Especially since this Wednesday I am suppose to donate blood for my second time.. But hey lets back things up to the beginning of the day, I was worried, confused, and for the first time in what seemed to feel like forever, I had kinda felt independent.. Yeah, things with my fiance and I took a big turn for ugly when I broke down, but hey could you blame me?? Im 17 years old, my fiance is 18 years old lives 3 and 1/2 hours away from me and is leaving this summer for basic. I have so many thoughts and emotions that seem to scatter my mind and some of them never leave which always leaves me wondering the what if's. I'll be honest with things not going very great with David it seems to have opened my eyes and made me realize yeah he is right about a lot of things and I just need to stop being so damn hardheaded. I know he loves me and he tells me this everyday so I shouldn't freak myself out as much as what I do.

School wise my day was great, sure I headed off to school about ready to vomit at any given second but I brushed that aside to let my day begin. English was usual as it always is, minus learning that I now have a research paper to do, but that'll be easy. I go to vocational school after English 12, I take e-business publishing where I am able to learn all sorts of neat and cool nerdy things, actually there things more like a secretary does at least im in the program. Shortly after talking to some of my newer friends who are juniors at different high schools I learned there is no school tomorrow or Monday. Learning this I was about ready to jump and dance of excitement, only cause it meant that I now have an extra day to work on my homework and some more time for me to be OCD and re-clean and organize my room.haha :D The rest of the school day went by like normal no other homework than the dreadful English 12.

At the end of the day I am on here and obsessing over vampires, thanks Twilight! I must say today was not that bad of a day. Things with David and I are not the same compared to how they were a year and 4.5 months ago, but hey things change and people change to you just have to be open and accept change or it will overrun you.

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